P.H.F.D

shakkkkkkeeee

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 21:42:23 GMT

nothing seems like it is in the right place, but it all keeps on trucking.

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 02:16:42 GMT

did one of the hardest things in the world today.

looked someone in the eyes, that i had so much anger for, hugged them, and said i was sorry.

d,s,h,t

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 07:50:24 GMT

fun night with.

me- d
nick- d
derek- d
vitaly- s
lacey- s
brooke- d
david- d, h
brandon- d, h
kirk- d
davison- d,h
brad- d, t
dustin- d

KEY

d = drunk
s = sober
h = high
t = throwing up

RIP S.I.

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 00:18:34 GMT

i cried a year ago this very day.

i lost one of my biggest child hood idols.

im not joking, i cried.

i miss and love you Steve "crocodile hunter" Irwin.

not happy till'

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 00:41:13 GMT

sunday. i suppose

fiction...

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 03:55:11 GMT

love.

new diet, alot like slim fast!

Sat, 28 Jul 2007 05:05:58 GMT

it still has some bugs to be worked out. it is the beer diet. skip a meal drink a beer! im well on my way to those rock hard abs! FUCK SLIM FAST. this should be called slim quicker! trust me. i totally am right on this one it is so filling. do this with me. nick sargent is well on his way with me. he is looking good.

quotes of the night.

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 07:26:03 GMT

a sober night for me, but for everyone else i think you can judge that one...

"these are comments from everyone that night and yet i didnt even quote myself"

"take it in the ass you slut"

"im trying to get this guitar"

"you smell very nice"

"it smells like butt hole"

"yo i need a ciggy"

"i need to see your boobies"

"let me see your naked"

"can i take you to the bathroom"

"what did you get"

"lets take off our shirts"

"what the fuck did you say"

"why the fuck arent you naked, get out of my way im naked as fuck"

"who's naked"

"where are the girls"

"im so thirsty"

"i need to go peepee, wait where the fuck are the girls"

"alright everybody, this song is called i wanna see your titties"

"take the bra off, off girl, the first time i met you i saw your nipple because it was cold outside, i wanna see your titties, i wanna see some nipples, they seem cold i dont wanna see din din plates"

"brandon is in phfd now"

"yo yall need to chill the fuck out."

"jim has a huge cock. hes got that three foot cock."

"im about to dookie my pants"

"im taking the guitar before some one breaks it"

"shit cops"

"DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAEEEEEEEMMMMM"

"make out with jim"

"if you have sex call me before because i wanna watch, im trying to jerk it"

"yo yo yo yo chill out, i gotta work tomorrow"

"im def ready for everyone to go"

"yo you the dd, we gotta get the fuck outta here"

"wheres my pants"

"you staying here"

"this was lame, that girl never showed us her titties. lets kill her. tie her up lets kill her."

"this is the most fucked up ive ever been, im think im scared."

"whoa whoa whoa wheres my money"

"63 dollars"

"slap her in the face a couple of times for me because she didnt show me her tits"

"put your shit on the table"

"thats all i have take it take it"

"i didnt take shit"

"no no shhh shhh, chill out"

"i was saving it for a car"

"i dont no what to believe"

"chill out, im your friend"

"my whole body is numb, i hope you type that im not going to remember that in the morning"

"dont you wish you had a camera for that one to have that"

"this is seriously the most fucked up ive ever been, i almost want it to end"

"at least they got it back"

"you got to puke this where you go, the door is open"

"im going to sleep"

Thu, 26 Jul 2007 03:24:36 GMT

fuck, life is so much shit. i hate this shit. i have nothing, but i have wicked ass friends. im so fucking crazy hahaahahahahaahahahahahahahhahahahaha what the fuck is wrong with me. im stupid as shit.

fuck everyone.

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:07:38 GMT

if you're not here right fucking now in my eyes, then you're shit to me.

life = shit

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:30:45 GMT

everything i have in my life that was going good has been taking away.

job,
friends,
girl,
life is shit now.

i have nothing and no where to go.

i dont no what im going to do.

im tired of living this way.

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 03:39:12 GMT

getting my life together, got a new job.
derek is moving in.
opened a new bank account.
to put all my money in.

i miss it alot.

my life sucks but im looking up. i miss captain so much. i need my little boy.

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:22:25 GMT

shoot me in the fuckin head.

life sucks.

im over it

work.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 05:03:20 GMT

work.

im a working man.

just like the old days.

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 23:05:35 GMT

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 17:24:44 GMT

STARTING TO LOOK UP!!!

i need a cigar!

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 18:02:25 GMT

fuck.

know the situation.

mom's a "BEFORE COLA" freak.

and im outta here!

dead serious.

Fri, 12 May 2006 07:12:53 GMT

my life right now is...

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 05:07:17 GMT

perfect.

well i have an amazing girlfriend ashlee marie. she is seriously perfect. i talk about her alot. i no but it is for the sheer fact that she makes me smile every minute that i am with her. and most of the time that i have to spend away for her. she is everything i could ask for in a girlfriend and a little bit more. it is unbelieveable that this girl has me on the edge of my seat all the time. and not saying it is a bad thing at all i mean it in a good way. the words that come out of her mouth have me speechless most of the time. and all the other words has me searching for her kiss. she means the world to me. she likes me for who i am. and i like her because she is my everything. i even looked up the word everything. to make sure that i was right. and by golly was i. she does everything and anything to make me happy. and i try my best to do the same. i try to live up to her. she is the most adorable thing ever.

am i wrong?

well other than that.

i think my friends feel as if im drifting away from them. like vitaly, brandon and wick. i try my best with what i got. i dont got a house phone. cell phone. internet. car. nothing. its hard for me to be like HEY! LETS HANG OUT... when there is no way of doing it. i dont no. dont think im bitching because i dont have money and nor does my family. IM HAPPIER THAN EVER.

i do miss you guys...

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 14:24:48 GMT

so right now im kinda werided out because peyton is being nice as fuck... cooking me breakfest picking up my mess... and it is 9 in the morning.

well shit.

my problem-

i moved to concord, nc. trying to get my life together. get my schooling up. and my life on track. i got a job. had awesome fucking grades. worked out 2 hours a day. but with all of this i was not happy. i missed my friends i missed my family. i missed having fun. i got irrated so easily were i was with everything. i lived in a negitive atmosphere which isnt me at all. for most of you that no me. im the one who walks around naked with a scarf on my WEEN saying its cold out side. so i wasnt feeling it. i felt like i needed a break "there is more to it". so i didnt go back after an amazing weekend with my girlfriend. patrick and i took ashlee and sheb back up to charolette and i stayed at ashlee's because i didnt wanna go back to all of that and i made up my mind that i needed a one week break from all that.

but with this one week break. i burned bridges with matt and his mother, jodi...

right now im stressing out because i need ashlee. not want to see ashlee i need to see ashlee. she makes me that happiest person in the fucking world. and if u wanna try to own up to that. "being the happiest person in the world" your fucking wrong. because i no that girl does everything right for me and constantly have butterflies knowing she is mine and that the smile she gives me is the one that can light up my world in a split second. but yeah... im going to make the best of where i am and my situation... even tho right now i wish i could have ashlee by my side...

LAST NIGHT.

john thompson got high as hell and passed out... but before he passed out. he was talking shit....

umm... HE WAS WRONG.

so i started drawing all over his legs in permanent (SP) marker. and than peyton drew on him with indian ink.... big words with "I LOVE DICK" all over him. after all that i super glued a bottle cap to his knee. alot of fucking super glue. that we take the indian ink and give john the BIGGEST UNIBROW fucking ever... but to top it off we gave him a mustauche. a hitler stash.

i dont no if he went to school with it or not... but it is awesome!
i have pics of it ill put up soon.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 05:48:57 GMT

well lets up date this forreal.
im happy where im at right now...
i have a job.
im doing good in school. and i havent done that since 3rd grade.
i have such an amazing relationship with a girl that has mutal feelings with me.
i couldnt be happier with her. you would never understand.
i miss mrytle beach only for my friends and family.
i never realized how much moving here puts a future in my life.
i want a future with my girlfriend. an amazing future. and i see it in motion.
i need to figure out how to make a time machine. or just move in. and hibernate.

right now im in a werid mood. i realized i have a jealousy problem. something i still havent got over i guess. i feel immature about it. but at the same time. i guess i have a reason now.

Sun, 26 Feb 2006 17:06:54 GMT

bestfriends.
v & b.
skateeeddd charlotte.
hung out.
shebs coat.
cute kisses.
jealousy.
appology.
sleepover.
bed laying.
mouth full.
happy kisses.
hungry kisses.
sad kisses.
10:30 sleeping.
9:15 awaking.
cats mess.
chicken nuggets.
missing her.
ALREADY!

I MISS YOU

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 03:21:36 GMT

Dear Brian,
You're more than I could ever ask for.
Please never stop being perfect.

<3, Ashlee

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 02:22:55 GMT

I HATE Youuu. kinda.

<3

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:16:48 GMT

im the HAPPIEST/LUCKIEST GUY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! <3